Santiago Zapata (![[info]](http://p-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} santiagoz) wrote,@ 2006-03-11 13:41:00 |
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Como va la vaina?
Ok, I dont really know what to do with this blog; what should I talk about here? my personal life? is that a good thing or a bad thing.. I no longer know... there are more interesting things to read than some links to a photo gallery... or ramblings about somebody personal life. May be I must do what people does, and put only content about new tendencies on technology or political movements. I have the devlog at szdev.livejournal.com for people to keep track of my projects... but this one... I dont know what to use it for...
Its been pretty heavy work lately... I have 3 projects at work, and I am in charge of a line of web developments and a package to be released. University is going fine.. altough I miss my former classmates and working full time doesnt let much time for working the classes papers.
Lately I am doing so many things for my projects that I am forgetting about living... dont get me wrong, it is not about being geekly in front of a computer all day long; it is about thinking all the time about the things that are pending to do, the future and the lack of time and capabilties to work on them. It is also about the validation of their worthiness and the thoughts of possibly time being spent wrongly, and the clock ticking against me and my possibilities to meet somebody to share my things with, even when I have persons by my side which seem willing to support me. It is about feelings that raise out of nowhere, in a night when I look at the moon, or in a bar when I look at the lights battery, or in the depths of a glass of beer; and she just shows up there, and stares at me devilishly, catching me back again... and then I land, and I think it is not really worth it... and the life goes on.
Ok, I dont really know what to do with this blog; what should I talk about here? my personal life? is that a good thing or a bad thing.. I no longer know... there are more interesting things to read than some links to a photo gallery... or ramblings about somebody personal life. May be I must do what people does, and put only content about new tendencies on technology or political movements. I have the devlog at szdev.livejournal.com for people to keep track of my projects... but this one... I dont know what to use it for...
Its been pretty heavy work lately... I have 3 projects at work, and I am in charge of a line of web developments and a package to be released. University is going fine.. altough I miss my former classmates and working full time doesnt let much time for working the classes papers.
Lately I am doing so many things for my projects that I am forgetting about living... dont get me wrong, it is not about being geekly in front of a computer all day long; it is about thinking all the time about the things that are pending to do, the future and the lack of time and capabilties to work on them. It is also about the validation of their worthiness and the thoughts of possibly time being spent wrongly, and the clock ticking against me and my possibilities to meet somebody to share my things with, even when I have persons by my side which seem willing to support me. It is about feelings that raise out of nowhere, in a night when I look at the moon, or in a bar when I look at the lights battery, or in the depths of a glass of beer; and she just shows up there, and stares at me devilishly, catching me back again... and then I land, and I think it is not really worth it... and the life goes on.
